#48: What if coming home means returning to where your story began?
In this episode, I connected with Hartini Kandari, a Dutch-Indonesian therapist, author and musician whose journey moves between loss and belonging.
Born in Indonesia and adopted to the Netherlands at four months old, she lost her cultural identity overnight only to spend decades finding her way back. Today, as she prepares to remigrate to Bali, her story bridges healing, heritage and faith.
Deep dive talking points:
๐๐พ Adoption and identity: how language, smell and ancestry shape belonging beyond nationality;
๐๐พ The body remembers: early loss expressed through tension, skin and voice before words could catch up;
๐๐พ The therapy of music: violin as her first language of connection and resilience;
๐๐พ Writing through wounds: creating her book ๐๐ฑ๐ผ๐ฝ๐๐ถ๐ฒ ๐๐บ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ to help adoptees reflect, heal and feel seen;
๐๐พ Faith and homecoming: rediscovering God, roots and rest after decades of inner restlessness!
Nuggets of empowerment:
๐๐พ Healing isnโt about fixing whatโs broken itโs about remembering whatโs whole;
๐๐พ Sometimes our restlessness is a compass pointing us back to where our story began;
๐๐พ Real connection starts when we stop performing and begin allowing ourselves to feel!
Hartiniโs empowering quote:
๐๐พ โWith ACT therapy we donโt aim to heal whatโs broken because we are not broken we learn psychological flexibilityโ
Books mentioned:
๐ Adoptie Impact: invites adoptees to pause, embrace both gratitude and grief, and gently reclaim their place by giving every feeling the space to exist!
๐ The Primal Wound by Nancy Verrier: a foundational work on the separation trauma experienced by adoptees.
๐๐พ Hartiniโs path invites a question that lingers beyond adoption:
What happens when we finally return physically emotionally spiritually to the place that once felt lost? Sometimes the journey home is less about geography and more about remembering who weโve always been.
Connect with Hartini:
Linkedin: https://www.linkedin.com/in/hartini-kandari-75105844/
Company website: https://www.hartini.nl
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